Fail. Bet Award Edition

Debra Lee and her small mouthed, monotone voiced self was everywhere yapping about how the BET Awards was going to be a tribute to the legacy of Michael Jackson, however they only had three days to put something together. So instead of say...cutting out Souljah Bout (tell 'em) and doing an all star tribute song or something they chopped and screwed the show into last minute bits and previously arranged performances.

First off i'd like the point out that Jamie Foxx was on point! You forget he's funny because lately he's been "blaming it on the goose". Completely dressed up in MJ swag, telling a funny, yet moment appropriate story, moonwalking...YES! Jamie. Get it.

The first fail of the evening...

New Edition including Bobby Brown, singing Jackson 5 songs. OMG. Besides the random on point dance moves, everything else was a negative. Were they even singing? Because all I heard was the background instruments and the occasional note in falsetto. I guess Bobby Brown needed to do some performances to buy pampers for his 1 million kids.

Everything about Keri Hilson bothers me, her look, her voice, her looks...so everything she does is a fail. because she is a lame. After her came Beyonce who is on the U.S. leg of her World Tour and clearly didnt have anytime to create a new performance so she just stripped one from her show. I wouldve loved to see single ladies, and some Sasha Fierce....or even her and Destiny's Child, (with Latoya and Latavia) singing Never Can Say Goodbye or Butterflies or something. THAT wouldve amazed me.

Or Dru Hill, Jodeci groups that I know you took the effort to get together.

Where is Chris Tucker in all this? "Chris, I can get her, I can get the girl"

Souljah Boy, respect your elders and wear a white glove or something...

Jay-Z, can't diss Hov.

Still wondering why Ciara thinks she can sing and why it would be a good idea for her to sing Heal the World...at least pick a up beat song and dance, then we mightve tolerated you butchering MJ's song.

I like comediene Jamie Foxx and not singer. Enough said. He can sing though. I know that Ne-yo offerred to sing an MJ song, he probably called Debra Lee that day. A- Ne-yo, only because you didnt wear your hat.

Pretty Waaaanggs, your pretty Waaaanggss...everyone loves that song. A+ Maxwell, still wondering who's gonna clean up the feathers.

Monica and Keyshia Cole. Smh. C-

Johnny Gill, Trey Songs and Tyrese. YES! YES! on point, they killed the O'jays songs, killed. I want them to release a single. A+++++

*side note, why did Don Cornelius introduce them as the young o'jays like Johnny Gill and Eddie Levert aint the same age?*

For it to of been Aubrey's ahem, Drake's first real life performance, if you cant walk, cancel. BET wouldve just gotten Tevin Campbell to come out and sing Heartbreak Hotel or something.

As soon as Janet walked on the stage, the tears poured down my face. And then they showed a picture of Penny ahem little Janet and Micheal, and then Jaime Foxx and Ne-yo started singing, and you know Jaime Foxx can sang.

Besides Ne-yo, Jaime Foxx, and the O' Jays tribute, pretty much everything else was garbage.

R.I.P. MJ

Hey pretty baby with the High heels on...You give me fever Like Ive never, ever known Youre just a product of Loveliness I like the groove of Your
walk, your talk your dress...

How do you respond to losing the greatest performer of all times? No one can fake on Micheal Jackson. No one. He was legendary and iconic and an absolute genius. Most people who are recognized as a genius are so often misunderstood.
Thriller, Remember the Times, Bad, Billie Jean, Smooth Criminal, Rockin Robin....
The Way you make me feel, is my s(hit).







I've never seen or heard of this.

It truly amazes me that once the news of his death broke, his songs were on EVERY station. That is a star. EVERY station. Country, Spanish, they even mentioned it on the Christian station. People are out partying and celebrating the his life and inspiration.

Chris, I can get her, I can get the girl..

No one will ever measure up or compare to the ulitmate entertainer.

Dance in Peace MJ.

Should I give up?

Or should I just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere?

I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further This ain't lust, I know this is love But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough' Cause it was not said to you And that's exactly what I need to do if I'd end up with you.
Hahah I remember when Carmen and Lin showed me this and said I was Charlie...


Which will be worse? Until I figure that out.

I'm lethal like Danny Glover

iI like to start by saying, Jalisa this is the first time I read your blogger URL and im currenly dying of laughter.

Where do I begin,
Apparently I'm doing well at work, I do my job but it costs me my sanity. It seems as though working there doesnt bother me but it does. It gets under my skin all the way into the nervous system. We are all overworked, due to no staff and are one of the busiest stores in our region. The people that come in there look down on us, the only see the poor black people making there coffee. Some people are just downright rude and swear were not gonna say anything to them at the risk of losing our jobs.

Dont disrespect me.

I dont trust him,. Point blank. How many people do I really actually trust anyway. But I really dont. I dont know if its because I dont see him all the time or talk to him, but something just isnt sitting right with me. I dont think he's someone who would play me. But people will always suprise you. I know he cares, alot. But what is it? something is not right. Is it because i'm not really feeling him. No I have feelings, not ones that are deeply set but somethings there. It kinda seems like he doesnt care unless im with him. Talking on the phone is trash. lol. And I think he knows that because he never stays on the phone. But he takes the time to let me know that he's made if I don't call or text him, but why wait? Don't take it personal, but i'm an extremely strange person and I have to ease my personality on people, its alot to take in at one time.

But you took it upon yourself to let me know, I was it for you and you want a relationship and call you my man.
My life is too disorganized to be involved in anything right now. I have no idea where i'm going.

Why do people make it so easy to creep? Set your facbooks and myspaces to private! Gosh.

Seventh Grade moment:
(A large percentage of the people who write on his myspace page are girls, and of course I look at their page, man im an ultra creep. Its not that its a big deal, but I naturally assumed I was the only one he was calling beautiful on a regular basis.)

Truthfully I really just dont want to get played.

But if were tryna make it work this time and are both willing to give it a chance it has to mean something right? I mean we keep doing this back and forth.

This is normally the point in which I delete his number and never talk to him again.

Mentally I dont think i'm capable of handling this.

Third Times a Charm

The belief that the third time something is attempted is more likely to succeed
than the previous two attempts. It is also used as a good luck charm - spoken
just before trying something for the third time.

What can I even say? I just wish I had the time, but I dont. I feel so sure about it this time. But with me moving so soon, whats the point. Its hard to determine the line between lust and love. But I know. This back and forth, now were on time number 3. What does that mean? Why is it that you keep coming back into my life? And each time we fall for eachother all over again. This time was pretty drastic though. I didnt think anything of it until he looked into my eyes and said all the right things. But those are only words. If this had happened anytime sooner, I wouldnt be concerned. But there is no time, only oppurtunity to make the best of the time we have, but I need him to realize that time is so short.

With that being said, after leaving Florida this weekend I realized how much me and BF relationship has evolved. In the beginning it was just about how much we didnt talk and what we didnt do, but after my birthday trip when I truly realized how much I love him, I feel so secure in our friendship. I can tell him everything, I dont but I know I can and thats what matters. Whenever we are together we never skip a beat. We have truly reached a level 0f best friends.

Stop it...

Life for some time now has been somewhat depressing and you feel 'under the weather'. You are looking for a means by which you can escape from all the pressures of everyday life. But you must remember that the 'Past does not equal 'Tomorrow'. You are seeking a way to escape from all the trials and tribulations that oppress you at this time, but at least you haven't given up - if one pattern of behaviour doesn't seem to work then you'll change it for another.
You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.
It's the time of year that you are apt to become extremely restless and emotionally withdrawn. This is preventing you from becoming deeply involved with a person or persons within your sphere of influence. If you are willing to 'let go' and release your inhibitions you will find that a great deal of physical satisfaction will result, far more than perhaps you even believed you were capable of.
Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust based on understanding. You are your own person and you demand freedom of thought to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in 'two-timing' and all you seek is sincerity and 'straight-dealing'.
You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

This is right for no reason at all

Name: Arnell
Date: 5/3/2009
Colorgenics Number: 51423607

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.
You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.