Third Times a Charm

The belief that the third time something is attempted is more likely to succeed
than the previous two attempts. It is also used as a good luck charm - spoken
just before trying something for the third time.

What can I even say? I just wish I had the time, but I dont. I feel so sure about it this time. But with me moving so soon, whats the point. Its hard to determine the line between lust and love. But I know. This back and forth, now were on time number 3. What does that mean? Why is it that you keep coming back into my life? And each time we fall for eachother all over again. This time was pretty drastic though. I didnt think anything of it until he looked into my eyes and said all the right things. But those are only words. If this had happened anytime sooner, I wouldnt be concerned. But there is no time, only oppurtunity to make the best of the time we have, but I need him to realize that time is so short.

With that being said, after leaving Florida this weekend I realized how much me and BF relationship has evolved. In the beginning it was just about how much we didnt talk and what we didnt do, but after my birthday trip when I truly realized how much I love him, I feel so secure in our friendship. I can tell him everything, I dont but I know I can and thats what matters. Whenever we are together we never skip a beat. We have truly reached a level 0f best friends.

Stop it...

Life for some time now has been somewhat depressing and you feel 'under the weather'. You are looking for a means by which you can escape from all the pressures of everyday life. But you must remember that the 'Past does not equal 'Tomorrow'. You are seeking a way to escape from all the trials and tribulations that oppress you at this time, but at least you haven't given up - if one pattern of behaviour doesn't seem to work then you'll change it for another.
You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.
It's the time of year that you are apt to become extremely restless and emotionally withdrawn. This is preventing you from becoming deeply involved with a person or persons within your sphere of influence. If you are willing to 'let go' and release your inhibitions you will find that a great deal of physical satisfaction will result, far more than perhaps you even believed you were capable of.
Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust based on understanding. You are your own person and you demand freedom of thought to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in 'two-timing' and all you seek is sincerity and 'straight-dealing'.
You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

This is right for no reason at all

Name: Arnell
Date: 5/3/2009
Colorgenics Number: 51423607

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.
You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.