Lattes taste like Coffee

Story of my life...its always the same. Its only ever had any long term potential one time. And that time comes back to me again and again. I wish it would change I wish it could be. But it won't and can't. How many times can you realize it won't work. I let myself fall over and over again sometimes its worse than before. But the ending is always the same. I'm left nurturing my broken spirit. Picking myself up off the ground, accepting that yet again I've fallen for a man who wanted no more than to bust a nut. No intentions of even knowing who I am. Realizing I'm a good person. Just seeing a girl and a warm place to put their penis. One time it happened though, I met a boy who I fell in love with who fell in love with me too. It was genuinely love at first sight. But so many stipulations prevent us from achieving what we could, some many boundaries keeping us from what I know could be great. Ill never know though. Something has to give. Anything.