Things I should definately be doing right now
- Sleeping
- Homework
Things I doing instead
- Blogging
- Loafing
- Scratching my nose
So will I was waiting for my computer to turn on, I was thinking about things that are under rated, and I think Platonic Love is one of them, in this case I mean with the opposite sex. Most boy girl friend reunions, like seriously close ones, have some history, someone was tryna holla and the other one got turned down, or secretly there are some underlying feelings, which naturally occurs because you fall in love with them, because you've experienced them "Flaws and all", which really is true love. But actually Platonic Love is rare. And I don't mean, getting there after years of struggling to retain a friendship, but starting there and continuing on. It's great to know, that no matter how far apart you are, or tht regardless of when you call them, they'll call you back, and just because you dont talk everyday and know every detail of eachothers live, that love is still there. I've been struggling lately, trying to hold on to the past, reliving the memories, because I think that's all I have, but in my heart I know that the true love is there and it will wont go away. As an adult I have to deal with having my friends spread out across the world, literally, and that whenever I truly need them, their there. I dont need constant phone calls, texts or emails to prove anything, I hold it all in my heart. It wasnt really until I went to Disney in which I made friends that are a second family, I've never had to mke an effort to keep in touch with anyone, but i'm learing, and it helps that there so understanding and receptive of my methods. As much as sometimes I wanna call everyone everyday. Especially in regards to BF, it I called, he would call back and listen to eveything I had to say, no matter how ridiculous. Hearing that every so often would be great, but i know in the end it would make me itch.