Throwback Joint: Jagged Edge, definately called it

So me and BF are subconsciously playing this game. Were both to proud to admit how much we really miss eachother, and in order to avoid this, we just dont talk. For the past couple of days I thought that I was going to break the cycle and call him, because I really was losing my mind, but lo and behold he fell through first. This will all be over soon because after I move down there, we can go back to hanging out so much that we never had to say anything. Today in class, Creep Teacher, told me he wanted to hire me as his studio assistant, thats a negative, coming from the same teacher who feels the need to compliment me everyday, now if he were fine or rich, then maybe, but I can't work with neither. Lately ive been surpressing my stress, and possible mild case of depression, with a little retail therapy, which sounds prety harmless, but I've bought something every single day this week, I need to stop shopping and stack my bread up so I can move. I've never really had to deal with missing people before, all my friends were always around but now, there all over the world.

Story of my life

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o the number 2 spot on my list of favorite people used to go to Jennifer Hudson until I saw that she got engaged to Punk after a couple of months instead of marrying regular boyfriend, of like 15 years. I know she has her reasons and I dont think she jumped into this despite what the media looks says, so she can have her spot back. I have yet to hear her cd, but i'm already a hater because while Spotlight is a catchy tune, my girl Jenny needs to be belting out some Whitney Houston ballads, or something, open your month and sing girl! I've been waiting pretty much my whole life for your cd, and this is what you give me? Unacceptable. Please hit me with your pocketbook, right in the head. I think maybe Punk and Jennifer Hudson have been together for awhile seeing how he wears her shirts and everything.

This is how my boo sings, not none of that spotlight stuff.

Im talking to Melissa on im, I think I just got her hooked onto yearbookyourself.com, it doesnt make any sense how funny that website is.

I had this dream about my car accident the other day, no matter how much I try I cant shake it, It still kinda haunts me in a way, im not really sure how to rid myself of the thoughts. I have thought laying in the back of head to talk to Throwback, but thats the extreme, and doing the absolute most. Plus that relationship was one sided anyway, he just listened to my problems and made me feel like he cared, but there is still the smallest granule of hope that he could have the answers. I have to stop expecting friends, or assuming people care at all, because you really cant trust a lot of people.

high ten
September 23

a double handed high five, reserved for especially awesome scenarios.