I'm lethal like Danny Glover

iI like to start by saying, Jalisa this is the first time I read your blogger URL and im currenly dying of laughter.

Where do I begin,
Apparently I'm doing well at work, I do my job but it costs me my sanity. It seems as though working there doesnt bother me but it does. It gets under my skin all the way into the nervous system. We are all overworked, due to no staff and are one of the busiest stores in our region. The people that come in there look down on us, the only see the poor black people making there coffee. Some people are just downright rude and swear were not gonna say anything to them at the risk of losing our jobs.

Dont disrespect me.

I dont trust him,. Point blank. How many people do I really actually trust anyway. But I really dont. I dont know if its because I dont see him all the time or talk to him, but something just isnt sitting right with me. I dont think he's someone who would play me. But people will always suprise you. I know he cares, alot. But what is it? something is not right. Is it because i'm not really feeling him. No I have feelings, not ones that are deeply set but somethings there. It kinda seems like he doesnt care unless im with him. Talking on the phone is trash. lol. And I think he knows that because he never stays on the phone. But he takes the time to let me know that he's made if I don't call or text him, but why wait? Don't take it personal, but i'm an extremely strange person and I have to ease my personality on people, its alot to take in at one time.

But you took it upon yourself to let me know, I was it for you and you want a relationship and call you my man.
My life is too disorganized to be involved in anything right now. I have no idea where i'm going.

Why do people make it so easy to creep? Set your facbooks and myspaces to private! Gosh.

Seventh Grade moment:
(A large percentage of the people who write on his myspace page are girls, and of course I look at their page, man im an ultra creep. Its not that its a big deal, but I naturally assumed I was the only one he was calling beautiful on a regular basis.)

Truthfully I really just dont want to get played.

But if were tryna make it work this time and are both willing to give it a chance it has to mean something right? I mean we keep doing this back and forth.

This is normally the point in which I delete his number and never talk to him again.

Mentally I dont think i'm capable of handling this.