Dont leave me out on a limb...

I know you. I know how you are what you do. The way you go about handling things, the shit that really pisses you off and what makes you happy. I thought I knew how you felt about me, but im questioning it. I know how I feel about you , I love you. In every sense, i can look into your eyes and feel as if nothing else matters but being right there, I can hear your voice and make any problem go away. Being wrapped in your arms makes me feel like im floating. No one else has ever made me feel this way. I thought it was because we have a connection. One that will never go away. But...how many people can you do this too at a time, granted alot of things can be one sided, but is it? You fill girls heads with all the things they want to.hear, you do the things they feel they dont deserve...is this the game you run? This has gone on far too long for no reason. We have never achieved anything. But all these other chicks come and go. Am I supposed to sit and watch them get what I want? Am I supposed to just wait for you to get bored and come back to me? I love you. I want to be with you. But I realize it will never happen. Im wasting my time even trying. When im with you everything is good. But I feel like Im apart of some game. Your shady. Be upfront in your shit and you gain more respect. Your a love slave. You look for people to fall in love with instead of letting it happen. Youll never see this though, Youll never know
..ill just continue to drive myself crazy with what ifs and maybes. Most importantly....I thought you loved me....you cant, or it wouldnt be like this.