Forever in Love, It's like we never skipped a beat. Life passes us by but feelings never changed.

Thank God I dodged a bullet.

What you do to me is crazy. My feelings for you are absurd. I long for that moment when I can again feel your embrace. Hearing your voice takes all the pain away. Knowing you love me is enough to forgive you for all youve done. I love you. It took a long time to realize that this shit might just be real and not just two being passing through eachothers life. Im still not sure of an outcome....because we can never sit and discuss our feelings. I know I miss you and we have some things to work out. I know we could never be together. Our priorities our different. As much as I want the better for you. I have to get my own shit together. Buy for both our sakes. We need to talk.

Grenade

I could throw grenade at myself for making one of the worst decisions of my life. And now trying to reverse it is becoming impossible. It really is. I cant do anything, go anywhere, talk to anyone without it being a problem. Possesive was 4 months ago this is a new level. I stopped seeing the point of this a long time ago. Especially when I know who I love and want to be with. But getting out of this shit is way easier to talk about then to do. I just wish I thought about this for real and not jumped on my first boat to freedom. I enjoy being on my own. But I have no privacy and I have more restrictions then before. I wish I could go back. But I cant. I dont even think I can get out of this.

Im not yo daddy

It really shouldnt of made me that happy.
But it did.
It all makes me happy.

will i make it,

i dunno??

is it even worth it?

i dont think so

time passes

it just gets harder

what the heck

Hello Darkness, my old friend

I've found love, real true, unconditional, yet unconventional love. Maybe the reason I havent found it before was because I was looking in the wrong places.