I knew it would come to this...

This lady brought a Nintendo DS for her son, and when he opened it, it was a box of rocks and a chinese newspaper...
http://videogames.yahoo.com/events/plugged-in/florida-teen-finds-rocks-in-nintendo-ds-box/1308945

How, did the chinese know how many rocks to put in the box to make it feel like a DS. lol. But really?
And then Walmart tried to play her, but only a 20 dollar gift card? Heck no.
I wouldve owned Walmart and Nintendo.
BF called me last night, he was happy to hear I actually was moving and had an apartment...
It came at a good time because I was thinking alot of What if's...
But his call was good, I almost forgot I would have him when I moved down there.

NO HOMO.
But until I move it doesnt stop me from having some fun with a chill joint, I have absolutely nothing to lose except a little pride, but after that, he's cool, and hanging with him is good, so why not?
Why the hell not?

I have to remember my mindset is beyond my age group and normally 50 year old men try to talk to me.

But im intrigued.

So I will ride this one out because after its all said and done I wont have to look at his face everyday or OD and show up at his job, for valid reasons i create.

Looking forward its gonna be hard to move, but I know its what I gotta do.

Turned my swagg on

I may be a little smacked right now, yeah i am...
I really want some chicken nuggets,
this dude giving me mixed signals.
You wanna put your arm around my shoulders
but ask me do i got a boyfriend
what you mean
why do you need to know if i have a boyfriend...
im smacked.
cheesecake, lets go to cheesecake factory
mmmmm avacado eggrolls
son, im twirling right now.
he is nice,
i like it,
but still does what he wanna do
and has swagg
and is 6'5 lord have mercy!
but he brought adidas.
i dunno
he really is tryna get to know me
its cool
man i want chicken nuggets and cheesecake
chicken nugget cheesecake,
with honey mustard whipped cream,
hmmmmm...

I never realized how fine you were until my buzz set in...

I think I may be allowing myself to get played...but on the other hand, I think im just thinking way to hard about it. Its not like he doesnt call me, our schedules are just complete opposites and prevent us from hanging out like we could. He has talked him way into being relevant in my life, our conversations are so good. We have gotten so far in such a sort amount of time. However, Im no hoe or nothing... but its time to move on the physical aspect, and I dont even neccessarily mean sex, I just need some attention, more than words. We have reached the speed bump, we gotta chill before anything else can happen. He is on Strike 2 though, well 1 1/2, so his words "we'll definately hang out Thursday"....dont play me. Lets see if he'll be around long enough to warrant a blog nickname.

I altered my daily routine, and now im out of wack

Side eye of the day

Arnell walking past Kogods (Liquor store)

Dude: Miss.
Arnell keeps walking.
Dude: Ay boo, lady, baby..hold up.
Arnell stops.
Dude: Can you help me out?
Arnell gives the side eye as she currently has about two thousand dollars on her person.
Dude: I just got home from doing 18 months, i'm just tryna eat and get home on the metro. Can you help me out? Im just tryna eat.
Arnell: Im a college student im broke like you.
Dude: I respect that, you got some sexy ass lips, you got a pen so i can get your number so i can call you when i get my money right?
Arnell: Naw, you got it.
Dude you will never get your money right in this economy. Second why are you posted up at the liqour store?
Side note: Dude was fine, too bad he was a broke ex convict. Gotta have bread to keep up with me.

Gentleman Caller

So, out of nowhere i've acquired a gentleman caller. The story behind the phrase "Gentleman caller"....so back in my Disney days when I lived in 3202 ( three two oh two) as opposed to 3202 (Thirty-two Oh two) my roomates would have random guys call on the apt phone, which was strange because no one used them unless they didnt have a cell phone, in which these guys didnt because they were all foreigners, and couldnt really speak english. Lol. I would leave messages on the fridge "Megan, you gentleman caller called". Definately was way funnier in the moment. lol. So me and this individual are on a good track, conversations are great, the come easily like ive known him for awhile. We shall see, I definately dont want to jinx it, but it doesnt really matter because im moving to florida soon. But it cant hurt to have some "spring romance" only spring lol. The only thing that bothers me is, dude doesnt have a cell phone, so he calls me from random numbers, okay, its happened before, however, this gives him the power. He dictates when we talk which kinda bothers me, but then again if it were the other way around, i doubt i would call him. I know me. Lo key the back of my mind, i gotta deal with my insecurities. I think constantly, am i sure he really saw me? Am I sure he's not gonna play me. But these are the things that have held me back so often. So im trying to turn over a new leaf. I normally try to protect myself so quick that I end up pushing people away. Im also quick to cut someone out of my life. I only regretted that decision one time. But the end up result showed me i made the right decision. And he definately wants to talk to me, and is always tryna chill, so the beginning is good, we shall see as time progresses. It also sucks that we run on different schedules, I open and he closes, and we literally work a couple blocks from eachother, but I literally leave when he gets to work. And by the time he gets off, im falling asleep, or well into wonderland. So I guess I have to make a few adjustments to my daily routine, i guess i could do that. yes, i think i could. Im excited for the future.

My boss put in her two weeks notice today.

This is both bad and good.

I had to get parts of my body waxed that im ashamed to say.
OD.

Im so used to the ridiculousness that is my job. Its sad.

Im excited to move, and start the new part of my life.

He drives a Green Bubble....

Its hard to explain whats going through my head right now. I guess I just feel like my life isnt fufilled, like I need something more. It's time for the next big thing, I've fallen into a slump. My daily routine, has become typical. I can honestly say, I almost miss the days we would go to Rivertowne or Iverson, and just walk around and get hit on by mad dudes. Give some of them our numbers and would let them wrap us up for months at a time. That doesnt happen anymore. I must be getting older, or just in the wrong places, or as Lindsay puts it "Not head to toe in Academiks" There is absolutely no variety, even days at work are the same, Hell. Sometimes I get to limbo, but mostly hell. Im ready to move, but the leasing office is so late to get back to us, making us think negatively, but I have to keep a positive attitude. On top of it all, I dont understand this friendship, not at all, but maybe thats the way its supposed to be, so that when we see eachother, its just that much better.

I think i've outgrown the DMV as ridiculous as it sounds. I really do, its just not where im meant to be.

I dont think I realize what I want, and why it hurts so much.

April Fools

No matter how I think we grow
You always seem to let me know
It ain't
workin'
And when I try to walk away
You'd hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy

Mad relevant to life.

Happy Birthday to Marvin Gaye, Magic 102.3 would not let me forget his birthday was yesterday.

Isnt this a creepy picture?

Way to be a creep awakening man.

Headed to Brooklyn for the weekend for a mini vacay, its Spring Break so, I gotta vacay, where did I hear mini vacay from? Good Question right?

A man in Binghampton, shot up a citizenship test, really? you couldnt at least let them finish there test? Citizenship is not easy to come by, you will since be on the cover of "O" before your request is approved.

I know right.

No update on Florida, we are just awaiting the call.

I'm so ready for the struggle, its the next step in the natural progression of life.