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Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Gentleman Caller

So, out of nowhere i've acquired a gentleman caller. The story behind the phrase "Gentleman caller"....so back in my Disney days when I lived in 3202 ( three two oh two) as opposed to 3202 (Thirty-two Oh two) my roomates would have random guys call on the apt phone, which was strange because no one used them unless they didnt have a cell phone, in which these guys didnt because they were all foreigners, and couldnt really speak english. Lol. I would leave messages on the fridge "Megan, you gentleman caller called". Definately was way funnier in the moment. lol. So me and this individual are on a good track, conversations are great, the come easily like ive known him for awhile. We shall see, I definately dont want to jinx it, but it doesnt really matter because im moving to florida soon. But it cant hurt to have some "spring romance" only spring lol. The only thing that bothers me is, dude doesnt have a cell phone, so he calls me from random numbers, okay, its happened before, however, this gives him the power. He dictates when we talk which kinda bothers me, but then again if it were the other way around, i doubt i would call him. I know me. Lo key the back of my mind, i gotta deal with my insecurities. I think constantly, am i sure he really saw me? Am I sure he's not gonna play me. But these are the things that have held me back so often. So im trying to turn over a new leaf. I normally try to protect myself so quick that I end up pushing people away. Im also quick to cut someone out of my life. I only regretted that decision one time. But the end up result showed me i made the right decision. And he definately wants to talk to me, and is always tryna chill, so the beginning is good, we shall see as time progresses. It also sucks that we run on different schedules, I open and he closes, and we literally work a couple blocks from eachother, but I literally leave when he gets to work. And by the time he gets off, im falling asleep, or well into wonderland. So I guess I have to make a few adjustments to my daily routine, i guess i could do that. yes, i think i could. Im excited for the future.

My boss put in her two weeks notice today.

This is both bad and good.

I had to get parts of my body waxed that im ashamed to say.
OD.

Im so used to the ridiculousness that is my job. Its sad.

Im excited to move, and start the new part of my life.

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