I never realized how fine you were until my buzz set in...

I think I may be allowing myself to get played...but on the other hand, I think im just thinking way to hard about it. Its not like he doesnt call me, our schedules are just complete opposites and prevent us from hanging out like we could. He has talked him way into being relevant in my life, our conversations are so good. We have gotten so far in such a sort amount of time. However, Im no hoe or nothing... but its time to move on the physical aspect, and I dont even neccessarily mean sex, I just need some attention, more than words. We have reached the speed bump, we gotta chill before anything else can happen. He is on Strike 2 though, well 1 1/2, so his words "we'll definately hang out Thursday"....dont play me. Lets see if he'll be around long enough to warrant a blog nickname.