Your shady like the whites...(of your eyes)

Im heated:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List__Black_Academy_Award_winners_and_nominees
This is ridiculous. I mean really, and if you think they played black people, look at the list for Asians, its all in Foreign Language and Cinematography.


My job has officially played me, im done, im pretty sure im gonna be fired, but its the grounds that I will be fired under are unfair and people only look out for themselves and everyone is held on a different standard. I lose out in the equation because the district manager doesnt like me, so he wont vouch for my character, when I bent over backwards for that damn store, but I realize that once people realize there jobs arent in danger, they dont give a shit. Not worth a damn, and honestly the timing is fishy, you mean to tell me you think I stole 1500 dollars and you didnt find out for 3 months? Bullshit. This whole fiasco comes at a time when we were told that one of the supervisors had to go and the store couldnt afford 3. Really strange if i do say so myself. Best believe I wont just accept this shit, because its ridiculous, and now I hate myself for being so honest, all the money I had access too, I couldve been pocketed that shit, but no for my own personal integrity and in hopes that I wouldnt go down like every other supervisor, but in the end I guess its all corrupted. You cant trust white people and you cant trust black people in higher positions, because honestly no one gives a shit.

More fuel to keep my hopes up for my birthday, I'm going all out, I need a break, I need some time to be able to escape some things for awhile.
Honestly, I know God would never put more on me then I can bear, It's always worked out in the end, this time is a little worse but I know its for a reason, either a lesson learned or a gateway to a better situation. A reason to get my shit together and move out, to stop whining and complaining about not talking to certain persons, to just call them because there is absolutely, nothing I can lose, only gain.
And if situations dont work out the way I hope...then I'll flush out all the bad stuff at one time.

I just need a day of laughter, chilling, and hanging out. To hold onto until my birthday.

Because this current string of events is causing me to reach a serious low
point.